It was a horrible moment of silence and darkness, something between life and death,
a moment with no control at all, suddenly you find yourself in a weird world of dreams and sounds are coming to you from a long far distance.
You do not really realize what is happening, you feel so alone, so empty, so week, so vulnerable and in the same time so free.
Nothing is attached to you anymore, you feel somehow floating in the air, lights are turning very fast from black to white, a strange feeling is conquering your heart something between happiness and sorrow, as if they never existed in your memory, you try to remember anything you can not even remember who are you.
You feel you are a much stronger yet weaker person, you feel as if you are loosing something and you have no control over it, you feel you are suffering and somehow you need to end this as fast as possible.
Suddenly some strange voices are getting louder and louder in you ears, some people are shooting your name, others are shooting with advices like move him upward, left his feet up, do you hear me, stay with me, are you ok now.
You try hard to just open your eyes and see around you fighting a strong feeling of sleep, and between the faces, you see what happened to you, you begin to recall what really happened, how you felt you are loosing your power, then your breath when you realized you are really loosing your pressure.
You felt a strange need for something sweet but had not even the power to demand it.
All of a sudden, You felt very sleepy and tired, you felt you are loosing your conscience, you shouted to your friends but in a week voice my pressure is getting down and I feel I am fainting.
The rest after that is a white sheet with no memory at all, a very clear white sheet, only full of emotions and feelings for a whole period of seven minutes, for me these minutes passed like ages.
You were in need of help you sure did, a bar of chocolate changed your status to alive again and you need sometimes a bit of sugar to survive that was a new fact for me.
May be I am becoming diabetic, may be it is just some lake of sleep and rest, but it sure brings some undeniable facts.
Facts like how short life is and how death could be just closer to you than anybody else, and how you never noticed.
a moment with no control at all, suddenly you find yourself in a weird world of dreams and sounds are coming to you from a long far distance.
You do not really realize what is happening, you feel so alone, so empty, so week, so vulnerable and in the same time so free.
Nothing is attached to you anymore, you feel somehow floating in the air, lights are turning very fast from black to white, a strange feeling is conquering your heart something between happiness and sorrow, as if they never existed in your memory, you try to remember anything you can not even remember who are you.
You feel you are a much stronger yet weaker person, you feel as if you are loosing something and you have no control over it, you feel you are suffering and somehow you need to end this as fast as possible.
Suddenly some strange voices are getting louder and louder in you ears, some people are shooting your name, others are shooting with advices like move him upward, left his feet up, do you hear me, stay with me, are you ok now.
You try hard to just open your eyes and see around you fighting a strong feeling of sleep, and between the faces, you see what happened to you, you begin to recall what really happened, how you felt you are loosing your power, then your breath when you realized you are really loosing your pressure.
You felt a strange need for something sweet but had not even the power to demand it.
All of a sudden, You felt very sleepy and tired, you felt you are loosing your conscience, you shouted to your friends but in a week voice my pressure is getting down and I feel I am fainting.
The rest after that is a white sheet with no memory at all, a very clear white sheet, only full of emotions and feelings for a whole period of seven minutes, for me these minutes passed like ages.
You were in need of help you sure did, a bar of chocolate changed your status to alive again and you need sometimes a bit of sugar to survive that was a new fact for me.
May be I am becoming diabetic, may be it is just some lake of sleep and rest, but it sure brings some undeniable facts.
Facts like how short life is and how death could be just closer to you than anybody else, and how you never noticed.
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